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In love with a guy tht dun love u is reli xin ku~~
althought i everyday gt sms with him..
bt i reli scard tht 1 day i reli love him until i cnt even leave him a minute~~ n he dun even like me or mayb gt gf edi~~
since nw..i stil nt tht love him~~
i thnk i should stop msj with him nw..
juZ nw 1 smthng i msj him bt he nvr reply..i thought he stil sleeping,bt nw already 5.30pm...
dun knw wat he doin nerhx??he won't sleep until too late de..
i thnk..
i won't msj him le..
n mayb won't reply him de..
is my decision is rite??or wrong nerhx??
i reli thnk le alot alot o...
i scard i will midunderstand tht he like me...cause i gt feel b4 tht he like me..
i reli stupid...
tiz is impossible de~~he won't like me de~~i knw de~~
i said i won't msj u again,bt tiz does nt mean tht i dun like u le..
i will still like u..
n i knw i will need alot of time to forget u~~~
BYE BYE

*17.7.09*

Yesterday go 1u with lai kuan o..

hehex..

actualy i wan go 1u cause i knw his house near there n if i ask him go...mayb he wil go~~~

lolx..

bt yesterday he reli gt go o..

hehex..

Bt yesterday my mood nt reli good,cause whn i juz reach 1u..my dady call me n scold me..he say i hv to go home b4 nitez...

bt ah dong only reach there at 7 o,clock...

zadao==

so late leh..

wait him so long...==

haha..XD..

n thn o~~he go ply bowling o..

thn i n lai kuan sat at there n watch he n hs fren ply..



haha..

He so cute n funny~~~

reli happy cn see him..

i thought i 1 month or mayb more thn tht only cn see him 1 more time de...

haha.XD

i so stupid~~

i reli very stupid..
argue with him again..
i'm so sad ...i thnk he won't find me anymore...y i wn argue with him??y??
i should be the 1 who make him happy all the time..
bt i thnk..i reli cnt make him happy de...i so stupid..
tiz is wat he always say~~
"stupid"..
i thnk reli suitable fr me ba~~
i cried again yesterday..~~it was reli hurt..
i dun like the way he suddenly close the phone~~
T.T
i reli miss him..
i hope he will find me..


dong~~
u r reli important fr me~~~

my new image..

i cut again my hair o..

lolx..

i think this hair nt reli suitable fr me o..

TT..

bt ok ok la..

lolx..

me n him~~~

i n him more friend le..
lolx..
bt he reli like to play me de~~~everytime pretend tht he is angry..bt actualy he nt..
sumtimes..he reli very sweet..
bt sumtimes reli bad..~~
i reli love whn he told him bout his thng,smthng bout he in primary school..
lolx..
reli very funy de o..
haha..
XD...
n whn he sing song to me..
tht make me feel so good...so happy..n warm..
bt sumtimes cause of him..i will thnk alot of thng de..n i cried alot of time cause of him o..
i reli wan knw whether he likes me or nt??...
bt i dun dare to ask him..
actualy,if everyday we cn sms,keng gai(on phone) n sumtimes go see him..
haha..like tht edi very happy le..
bt i reli dun knw wat i goin to do..
if 1 day he gt gf le..n tht gurl nt me..
i thnk i reli will very sad de....n moody fr a long time..
he reli important fr me..
i actualy dun knw y i will love him..bt....nw...i knw le...
truly nw...
lolx~~~dong..
i love u~~~
n miss u all the time..
i reli do~~muaxx~~~

~~exam cmg~

Lolx..
my exam started on tuesday o..
lolx..
haiks..~~i very sad o..i haven't ready yet o..
TT
n i goin to ply fr a competition(basketball) on 1st of june~~
i hope i cn see him there..
i reli do miss him so much
until i dunno wat to do..
TT..
my friend ask me to couple with him..
he say he reli like me..
bt nw..i reli duan o couple with anyone..
cause i reli like him so much..
until i cnt accept another people lolz..
wat to do??.
aiks..

~~~missing u~~

my friend were fall in love with a guy tht she should nt fall with~~
she told me tht she were very happy whn she chat with him..
bt sumtimes tht guy was reli bad..
lolx..
juz keep saying she was stupid or bai chi~~
hehex..
bt she reli happy tht cn chat with him..
tht guy told my friend tht he having competition on tuesday n wednesday.
N he promise to tell my friend tht he lose edi or win..
bt he didn't~~
my friend was juz waiting fr the msj fr whole day..
aiks..
pity lolx..~~
i knw she did miss tht guy very much..
lolx..
actualy she knw tht the guy won't fall in love with her..
bt she stil love him so much..
dun matter wat happen..
actualy she gt sum guy tht wan couple with her..
bt she dun wan to..
cause~~~~..................................


missing u all the time..
~~
wishing u hv a good day all the time..
i miss u so much..
hope tht cn see u on 1 of JUNe..
:D
i love you~~